helplessness

My whole family is not feeling well now. Four eyed frog and Mao Mao are recovering but not back to full form . Me, even worse, whining all day due to discomfort. Sometimes merlioning because ate too much at one go but I am so hungry just that my tummy can't keep the food down. *sigh* Butt merlionling has cleared dunno it is due to the constipating BRAT diet i am on or virus gone liao.

I feel the greatest victim in this whole episode got to be Big Ass Monster. Spoilt by GF, she can't decipher the clues i am giving her now that i am all haywired. And that add up to more frustration for her and me. *Sigh*

Well, she has also fallen sick. Not as bad as us but just weak and lerthargic. She's not saying anything but i can sense her helpless. She has realised that sometimes some battles have to be fought alone. The kind pple will ask after you and give u advice but there's a limit to how much advice they can give coz they have to live their own lives as well. For others, it is just , 'oh so u are sick' and they can get with their lives.

Big Ass Monster is again pondering abt life and the meaning of 'concern for others'. She feels helpless but wun ask others for help anymore. At times she is angry, coz she gives all out to help and certainly she ain't a fair weathered friend. I overhead Four Eyed Frog telling her to grow up and not have too high expectations on others -- dun expect others to be good to u just because u are good to them...

*sigh* these days are terrible. I just hope i get better soon because I know, once i recover, everyone would be back to their chirpy old selves.

*sigh* stupid damm bug, next time dun play with u anymore!

SIAM!!!

BIG ASS MONSTER IS BOILLING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

EVERYONE SIAM!!!!

RUN FOR UR LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ain't it a bit late for this?

Big Ass Monster is strange. She just refuses to move her big butt and start on my long overdue blog until she gets a template that SHE likes. But seriously, I am way cuter than that silly looking chihuaha with his ridiculous shades lor!

I was already off in the Slumberland Park with my mei meis of course. Having a runny nose these days, and these sniffles are a hindrance. It is hard to be cool and charming with irritating mucus flowing non-stop. Very hard to still look cool but I think I still did a pretty decent job.

*Sigh* But there was still way too much mucus to continue to keep my cool. So headed back home, wanted Big Ass Monster to clear it up for me but where was she when I needed her most? Gossiping at Sgmotherhood Forum... am I suprised?

So just chitchatted with my Four Eyed Frog for a tiny while. He was too tired to keep me entertained. Left the music on , thinking that it would clear up my mucus and send me back to Slumberland Park. I seriously dunno what he was thinking.. A Masters degree holder somemore.. *Sigh* No wonder, these days I hear increasing comments from Big Ass Monster telling Four Eyed Frog to 'use his brain'... hmmmm... Frogs dun have very big brains. do they?

And so.. stared at the boring decor of their room. Reflected on my relationship with Ah Jun. These days, she is no longer keen in keeping me company in Slumberland Park . She is busy crawling after all those baby boys who keep seducing her with their " pulling up to stand' antics! Irritating!

Oh Ah Jun! Why are u having a change of heart now? I have always stay true to you and now u are off, crawling towards your newfound freedom, leaving me dejected and 'sitting' alone! How could u?????

Big Ass Monster is also trying desperately to make me sit up and pull to stand BY MYSELF and I am putting up a very brave fight to that! She's crazy, Big Ass Monster. I am having such a good life being carried to sit and stand. Why would I want to waste my energy to sit and pull myself up? Just an effortless 'eh', the servants are at my disposable! I will see how but definitely I am not going to give in without some fight, believe me!

Back to Slumberland Park to resume my playdate with my babes. Big Ass Monster is having difficulties getting to sleep. Think she murmured to herself that she wants to start search for a suitable template and get the blog going. But seriously. it is really a bit 'late' for this right? Advised her to get her beauty sleep. She refused, thinking that she has youth aplenty. *puke*

Well, her problem. As long as she can get her butt out of bed tomorrow to feed me my breakfast, I dun care much her dark circles and puffy eyes, not to mention her constant yawning. Yucks! She looks like a drug addict every morning!

Night everyone, my babes are calling out for me. These chicks are really impatient to have me back ! Ha! What to do, I am just so handsome!