I did it again! I made everyone in the household tense, frustrated and slightly upset. Well, it was the cough lah as a result I didn't have enough sleep in the afternoon. I was cranky just now. Was in two minds over my evening milk. I took way too long to finish it for everyone's liking. As soon as BAM started her countdown, I regreted cause I know BAM meant her words. I screamed and cried and Mao Mao directed a comment at BAM, ' you just like to make him cry'. Ops! Wrong thing to say at the wrong time, Mao Mao!
So BAM shoot back at Mao Mao, 'Can I then say when you forced him down to take his medicine, you were also making him cry on purpose then?!'. Mao Mao rightfully then shut up.
I regretted all the commotion I caused and under my commanding BAM's orders, I sat obediently at one
corner to finish up the new bottle of milk which BAM made for me. I didn't dare to utter a single word of protest after that.
When BAM loses her cool and patience, it is real scary. She hasn't used the cane on me yet! Thank God! She knows I turn jelly when I see her glare and hear her warning. So BAM does have me around her little finger, does she? *sigh*
So then I had the works completed; took my medicine, brushed my teeth, changed into my PJs and was tucked into bed by Mao Mao. I was very exhausted with all the crying and promptly fell asleep.
BAM is left alone now coz FGF, as usual, will be home late. BAM is in a reflective mood. She understands the insecurity I am going through now and would love to assure me that I will be as loved as my younger brother who will be arriving soon. I love my younger didi but I can't help feeling insecure, I suppose. BAM understands that and is trying to be patient with me as much as possible. She has, nonetheless, nicknamed me 'The Fallen Angel'. Everyone understands the insecurity I am facing and is being more patient with me too. I think I better toe the line and don't go overboard. I will try, I will try.
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(2nd Try, MUCH better)
(3rd Try. Getting even better, at least I picked something which indicated intellect?)
(Last and final one. They finally realised it gets boring after a while.)




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